New Year!

So it's been forever since I have written anything in this blog. I think with the impending new year I will change that. Now the truth is, I may not change anything. But here's to trying. I want this to be anonymous. I want the freedom to speak my mind without judgement. Don't get me wrong, people always judge. But I'm hoping to find myself. To figure out what makes me tick. To put it all out there and sort out the pieces when they land. Doing so may mean I have to start this thing over. And maybe that's what I will do. Start over with a new anonymous me. That's scary just to think about lest someone figure it out and tell my loved ones. So I guess I will have to wait and see what I decide.