Control

So today has been interesting. I find myself wishing that we as women or maybe just me, could control our hormone levels a little better. I have POS and consequentlly I never really know when my period is coming. Sometimes I think that is a good thing because I think women who have a period every 28 days must get tired of only having one week a month of being normal. So sometimes I think I'm lucky that I get periods of time that I may be normal. But maybe I am just delusional. It seems my hormones still fluctuate even if I don't get my period. I'm moody, I cry, I'm beyond exhausted. All that crazy stuff. So I wish we had a dial. One that we could turn when we know we are being insane over stupid stuff. When we sweat the small stuff. You know just turn it back so we can see and breathe like normal people. Not become a screaming ball of rage because someone cut us off in traffic. Hey, a woman can dream can't she. In the meantime, I'll just try 2 survive.